Way too many times we have said our goodbyes to people, places and things we love. Sometimes things we don't love and that's ok too. Saying goodbye shouldn't be such a hard thing really. It's change. When I considered writing a book like this I wondered, what could I possibly add to a sea of authors and their own creations? It dawns on me that I have had a unique life. Not just because of my NDE and its after effects. But by the grace of god I have been different. Enriched in each and every step of my own evolution by each and every person along my path. It isn't enough to say in life that "everything happens for a reason", including every person. I think it's fitting to say that not only a reason, but a purpose in each and every thing on your path. I have been taught by the most unlikely of teachers on occasion. I took a piece of every single person I encountered and I knew it. Importantly, they also took a piece from me I believe. I always felt that each encounter in life has an opportunity or potential for a great teaching. Seems really simple actually. It has always been a conscious thought for me. What is this person here to tell or show me? The funniest part I have come to realize is that their lessons are not just a singular great epiphany, but boundless connection to the human spirit that if allowed can show us volumes. I think in this world if we just pause to understand this simple philosophy we might just in fact pay more attention to how we treat and judge others. Our species' incessant desire to categorize people and things blinds us to the inevitable discoveries of beauty within each of us. If this doesn't wake you up then I struggle with a scientific explanation to all life. Energy.
Science has shown us that even the basic root of all matter is energized. It hums. It's recorded and proven. The cell itself is energized by the environment around us. It is in our basic building blocks that energy is the center point spark of all life, down to the very cell and atom that defines matter. The soul itself is raw energy. We also know by science that energy doesn't die. Where does it go then you ask about death? Heaven? Hell? I suspect that's an easy categorization for most people. Both places seemingly have finality and the rest of us take solace in closure of this idea. But I urge you that this may not be correct. I am not saying there is no heaven or hell here. What I am saying is that heaven and hell may be file drawers we conveniently tuck the dead into so we can muster on with our own lives. Heaven or Hell might just be manifested by the very lives we live. I believe the energy at death passes and absorbs into the very environment teaming with energy. Science today is broadening its scope about the secrets of the universe and we as a civilization are evolving. Whether you want to or not. It's our destiny and very purpose to evolve. But I ask you this - How does one evolve using the same thought process you have been served up by the dogma of others? Isn't the very definition of evolution really change? Or new levels of understanding? All too often in life we seek peace and stability. No ripples in the water of your world to shake the very foundation we perch on. I say this is complacency. I get that people don't want their boat rocked. I totally get it. But what if someone told you the secret to all life is evolving to a higher conscious and that isn't accomplished doing the same thing over and over and hoping for different results. And this evolution doesn't happen without change. Change is nothing to fear, it's our inherit right and perhaps destiny in this universe. It's survival and its resistance is futile. Sorry Star Trek, but it just fits. We struggle to maintain conformity to lessen the surge of the waves of evolution. But in this very complacency I believe is a soul death that comes long before the real death.
Perhaps my NDE isn't about telling people about death. But sharing what it has taught me about life. I remind myself I am responsible for what I say but not what others understand of it. I am certain of one thing this morning - Change is inherit and good, nothing to fear. Nothing more deadening to the soul of a man than waking each morning to the same old same old. It just lulls the brain to sleep. New experiences and new thoughts are the spark. But it is easier in our perception to keep things status quo, and I do understand that. Or so we think sometimes. This week I said goodbye to the numerous Doctors and staff of Fletcher Allen after a more than three year journey of life-saving measures. It was a long road in retrospect and a tiring one, but the most satisfying experience of my life. I said goodbye and thank you to each and every one of them this week and I hugged them all. There were tears, which most run from. I get that too. But these tears were special. Forged in the very fires of suffering and brought forth in gratitude and hope of just one more day for me. I am indeed grateful. Like many in my life I wonder what kind of Thank you would be enough to express the joy in my heart. I think of this with my sister Kate, and with Tom and Ann who brought me here as well. I am certain of this - no thank you will ever be enough to show them all what they have done and meant to me. So I believe I will make a decision from here how to live a life that will honor their sacrifice and commitment they showed me. To live a fulfilling life in service to others perhaps that may just punctuate my time on this earth no matter how long. I have lost my ego and in this I believe lies the answer to everything. I always said you get everything you want in life by helping others. I lived it. But selfishly, I was still about "whats in it for me?" It's human nature to some and I was no different previously. The juice just had to be worth the squeeze. Somewhere in my NDE this dissolved without much effort and showed me that if our choices in life were outlined for the better good of others, then the results would be exactly everything I needed. It isn't just gratitude for not dying, it's a gratefulness for still living. Some people truly never really live but they do survive.
There are two states of life that need to be understood here. Right down to the basic cells proven by science. There's a state of growth and a state of survival (fight or flight). In the state of survival, our very basic cell chemistry changes. Growth is not allowed in periods of fight or flight. The same applies for the rest of our body. Resisting the flow of life keeps some perpetually interlocked in a deadened cell state where the body shuts off the possibility of growth or evolution, science tell us. Resistance really is ridiculous. Growth or survival....growth or survival. I suspect somewhere in the mix it dawns on you in my case that when I gave up fighting to survive I was in fact catapulted into a state of growth and evolution in both body and mind. I was shown the very spark of the energy inside each of us down to our very cell. I also understood over time that I always had an instinctual understanding of energy and how it worked all of my life. I was just ....well....different. Nearly everyone who has met me throughout my life remembers me. Why? Is it the same for you? I suspect it's not far off. One thing I always understood institutionally is if your gonna encounter people along the path of life, why not make an impact. A positive one. Some say I am a "shmoozer". I guess I am ok with that. But I am remembered. I DO make an impact. The two differences now are I am aware of it, and intent.
Like a ripple in a pond I believe our encounters spread throughout our day. Why not make an impact? Why would anyone allow these ripples to spread into our world without love and compassion? How many people are affected by our ripples? If we could only see the true effect of these actions in life - they literally touch everyone. Not just the encounter with the girl at the counter while you pay for gas, but her family, her peers, her children. When we realize that positive intent and thought actually mirrors inside those around us, then life becomes a bit easier. What scares me is that being a positive example in life not only propels your own energy and therefore destiny, but it severely impacts those around us. Right down to the disease causing stress our negative thoughts and actions cause. Yes I just said that. Repeatedly in my research I have found that the very energy waves caused by thought alone provide a field that affects others. It's not just about causing a bad mood. It's about in all honesty causing pain that just cannot be allowed. Most people never consider their impact on others. Some know how negatives affect them and they still don't do anything about it. Disconcerting. Negatives, to put it simply, shut down the available energy just like fight or flight shuts down the very cells that control our biology. We have all seen some examples of how our actions spread out into the universe. But have we? What if you knew your negative thoughts were not only hindering your advancement as a person, but they are actually killing you? What if we went further with what we know and say not only is it affecting you, it's affecting everyone around you. Well there's more you should know I think.
The latest scientific discovery of the Higgs field is about to turn science on its head. I believe they struggle today with understanding that all matter is energy and it's at our disposal to use. In fact we use it everyday. It energizes the very cells in our body actually. Even the fresh air around you as you read this is energy. We are close to understanding how this energy exists and is used. But I wonder if it will be enough for some to understand. Denial ain't just a river in Egypt, as they say. When science confirms and tells us it's ok to think a certain way, we do. I find that odd but I am the same way as you. Patterned conditioning of what we have been told all along rules our world so greatly that we miss things and ignore the intuition that's stored deep inside us. I totally get that. Here's something to consider in life - the electromagnetic spectrum of energy is real as we all know. We hear see and feel it. But do we? Science recently tells us that the human species picks up on only 10% of the natural spectrum of energy in the environment that we know about. lol And yes there is probably more we don't yet know about ranges of the electromagnetic spectrum of energy. 10% you ask? Right 10%!!! It's all we can pick up with our mortal body's natural sensing capabilities. It may be dawning on you as you read this. If we only pick up 10% of the "known" energy in the universe, then we are, in fact, missing more than we actually feel, see, hear or or taste. How is that possible? We have such a defined handle on life in the universe don't we? Or don't we if we choose to. Some just wanna stay in their comfort levels and not rock the boat but for the rest of us who are open--minded skeptics, we just know instinctively there is more. And indeed there is. (0 % more than we "know" for some of us. The sheer act of awareness defines the 10 per-centers in the world. Then there are the others like me - spiritually awakened people who have undergone a shift in consciousness. People like me that know there is more than we're told. 90 freakin percent more at least. It's in this 90% that sits the very potential of all mankind. Right in front of you. I say these things in hopes that the closed-minded skeptics realize that there isn't just more we're missing. But point in fact, we are missing the majority. With this simple scientific fact, can't we all agree that we may be missing a little more than we should? EXACTLY. Being a closed-minded skeptic is a certain death of a soul that never is allowed a glimpse of around the corner of the universe. How is it possible to ever consider being closed-minded if we understand we miss 90% of the known energy in the spectrum? And if we know that energy powers even the smallest molecule inside us and around us?
The question to ask is where does this energy come from. God? I prefer to call it the source in this example because it defines it as such. It is a source. Some believe the natural revolving of the universe creates kinetic energy that permeates the environment. Others just say its God. Recently brilliant minds have theorized that this spark may in fact be the collective energy of our minds. Theories vary and like all answers of life, the best answer is the one you derive for yourself. But for the love of God, learn something new. Be open-minded at a minimum or evolution of thought actually is impossible. This is a choice I suppose. No right or wrong, it's free will to live in whatever shell you want to. But I say this about our shells - they are a natural amplifier to our very energy and they do amplify. This being said it creates the very ripples into others' environments that we should understand. Our beliefs and thoughts create energy, our shells throw it to the world. It's up to each of us to throw the signal we expect in life. We get what we give. The same energized cell in our bodies mirrors others around us. It is no longer the belief that DNA controls our destiny, it's the environment. Why do you think we become like the five closest people in our circles? I urge you to choose wisely. Why do women that live together eventually menstruate together? Our very DNA is coded with environmental signals science now tell us. We are energized by the very things around us, we mirror. Not because we are weak, but because we are strong. We evolve. We evolve by what we see everyday around us. Which wolf wins? The one we feed. I am certain of this.
Saying goodbye to people who saved me more than once is a humbling task. Lots of hugs and tears. Attach a new experience to great emotion and we always remember it. It's stored in places we can and do access. It shapes us and defines us. It's why we remember where we were during 9/11 or Kennedy's assassination. It sears into our brain' due to the great emotion of the event. It's actually really interesting how the brain works. Like I said cells, including brain cells are either in a state of growth or a state of survival. This is still a choice and the choice centers around your perception, nothing else. Sheer act of awareness is a missing art seared with history and dogma. We can't always help the hurdles on our path...But we most certainly can help the way we perceive them. If we remember each and every hurdle is a necessity in our growth and evolution, doesn't it just make it a little clearer? It does for me. Tragedies happen to teach us...They happen with great emotion as well to imprint on us as well. It's for a reason. It's about survival. Growth or survival is a defined condition that actually, in my opinion, is based on our individual perception of the event at hand. If we perceive a life threatening or changing event, our instinct is to shut down all growth and prepare for the fight or flight of human condition to take over and help us survive. If we changed our perspective of the event as a necessity for evolving instead of the pain we think, wouldn't we just absorb the event differently? At a minimum just knowing these states has got to make a world of difference. I realize no one likes painful situations and we would typically try everything to avoid them. But what if we realize right here and now that the very painful events of life aren't just self chosen perception but a basic need for the human spirit to learn and evolve? Does it make it easier for you in the future? I believe it has to.
During my illness I was told more than once, "your gonna die...soon". I think when you accept certain things you unclinch your fists a little and you do indeed evolve. Fight or flight ceases and the only alternative is growth and healing. Giving into the flow of life might just be the very secret you all seek. Our conditioning tells us that bad things just happen, and they SUCK. I get that. But I pose this old age philosophy from a respected man of history - Isn't doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results the very definition of insanity? It is. If we see only 10% of the energy spectrum, are we missing some? You bet your ass we are. We miss more than we see actually and we understand even less than that. People force feed you positions and opinions that, whether we like it or not, change and imprint on us. Open minds allow us to take a piece of everyone. Resistance is futile. The answer to life may be on the very road you took to avoid the conflict. Best to go with the flow and work on the only thing you can. Your perception. But for pete's sake, listen to everyone. Make up your own mind but be open to something new before the old kills you. One thing I have realized in my attempts to tell people what I have discovered is that some just don't wanna believe. But then there are those who don't even wanna listen. If my medical miracle wasn't enough for you, then I am sure my words won't be either. Even when I back up my beliefs with proven science there is resistance. That's just ignorance. I hate to be ugly here, but when someone stands in front of you jumping up and down about the secret to survival and you fail to listen, then there is indeed a long road ahead. One other thing dawns on me recently. To evolve and experience a spiritual awakening and advancement to a Higher Consciousness, one may just have to experience a huge tragic collapse in the current belief system so tightly ingrained inside us. A loss, an illness, a poor choice compounded with tragic results. Something that shakes us to the very core of our existence. My example is obvious. But is it really necessary to wait for those you love to completely hit rock bottom before significant change actually happens. It may just be the fee we pay to receive the gifts of understanding. No matter what I say or do, people still need to evolve on their own. At exactly the right time and manner that their path dictates. Loving them anyway may be my only choice, but that's not hard. Easy enough. But I sure wish I could be heard before I watch the fall. All I can do is wait and watch. Knowing each and every one of us must evolve to survive in this changing world.
What if we were just a little more cautious about what we say in life? I always believe it's ok to take an "interest" in something, never a position. Just too damn hard to change your mind and "evolve" when you take a position. Defending a position is about ego. And ego kills. It is the very root core that feeds the political system of this country. Divisiveness works for politics. The very positions we staunchly take, either democrat or republican, defines the very existence they count on to feed the machine. Bitching about things strengthens the need for it perhaps. This is something every government knows and masters daily. I call it the mushroom plan - keep them in the dark and feed them shit, occasionally stir the pot and let them tear themselves up fighting about the various topics, instead of fighting about the need for the very government to act on each topic. We feed our political system in our divisive nature of our positions. I laugh so hard when I see someone post something one minute on facebook about God, then two minutes later they are bashing the president and congress. The very instincts we feel about the government we know are wrong lights the fuse. The spark is the money. How is it possible that the guy with the most money wins every time in an election? Was that what our fore fathers had in mind? I am certain it isn't. The fact is that drawing the population into a collective is the inherit destiny of man. Politics ensures this won't happen. Is there a conspiracy theory in politics? Most of you would say no question. But it isn't the Benghazi or WMDs in Iraq, it's the divisive nature of Government itself that keeps us needing it. If we became one as a people, would we even need a government? What if we all believe that by helping others we got everything. Need a government? Does the government know that the evolution of mankind's consciousness is a direct legitimate threat to the governments very existence? You bet it does. Let's not kid ourselves here - government is big business. It sickens me really. There is a conspiracy theory that nags at us in government dealings, but it isn't the various examples. It's the government's latent need to keep you in the dark of a higher consciousness. They would no longer be needed if mankind merged into many brains one mind, if we discovered the 90% we can't see,.or hell even 10% more. If we became one, we wouldn't need representation or big governments to guide us. The conspiracy is clear, but each individual act we see with our news media sends us into another rage of doubt with our government. They know they are hiding the truth about human existence from you and it's in the form of a united collective. Ask yourself and research this one basic fact - when did the government start putting fluoride in our drinking water and why? Really think they wanted you to have cleaner healthier teeth? LOL I am not going to express my conspiracy opinion here fueling the fire further. I will let you enlighten yourself on Fluoride, but it may be the key to when the government figured it all out. I hate conspiracies to hide the truth, Hell we all do. Our instincts tell us the government is hiding something and you're right, but it ain't Benghazi or any one thing. It's the whole thing. You think you need the government? I assure you they think you need them in the very example of divisive nature they spark. They count on it, but if we became one...would we?
I think John Lennon got it in his song "Imagine". Listen to the words. There are many examples of mystics and others who just ....well....got it. All silenced for the greater good of the machine. An accident? Who knows, but one thing's clear - our instincts do tell us things if we trust in it, nurture it, practice with it. Access to the 90% isn't difficult or magical, it doesn't take an NDE, it takes faith at a minimum I am sure of that. An open mind to evolving. Faith not just in god, but faith in faith. Believe it and you can achieve it isn't just a slogan, it's nature's law. You have the ability to activate the energy around you, through you. Recognize your power and potential and reap what you sow. Perception may be the keyhole. Faith is the key. Faith in all things, not just one thing. But I assure you this, faith in yourself is the mold that makes the key. People have to love themselves before being allowed to truly love anyone truly. Love is the key to all. Loving everyone isn't about handing out daisies at the airport i'ts about calling the energy to work for you and others.
It's important to make your own decisions in life. Our decisions and ideas mean the most to us in all reality. Good teachers know this, but I ask you before you take a position on something, remember ripples in the pond - is it really worth it? How do you want to be remembered or thought of? It's a choice really, free will. I will want to be remembered for a positive attitude and a humor that touches people. Nothing like a good spirit to engage others. I respect the impact I can make on each and every human being I encounter and vice versa. I don't just respect my influence, I am in awe of it and yours too. I said my goodbyes this week and will continue to say them all of my life. I don't fear the changes and challenges of life, I seek them out for my evolution. It's our destiny. Resistance is ..............FUTILE. Karma should be noted here. Spreading negative energy doesn't pay, I assure you, but spreading positive rewards us all in the brilliance and fate of karma. It's another law we should consider everyday. What impact do you want to make for others? It is after all, a choice. Choose wisely. I suspect we have to discuss ego again. Yes I know, I skipped though it quickly because I wanted you to read this and "evolve" even just a little. You have probably had some intuitive feelings in some things I have written. I'm glad. There's a reason for that, it's your instincts and you should trust them more. But I will end this message today with one reminder about ego - when we lose our ego, we unlock the door of understanding in the universe, we are allowed to peer through the key hole of existence, reconnection to the source...or whatever you call your higher power. We realize the "oneness" of life and the potential in it. Humans are genetically 99 % the same. Respect the power of that. It's about that pesky 90% and probably more. Shed your ego, do everything for the betterment of mankind and it will deliver a clarity of thought you never imagined. Gifts from Karma that abound and fulfill your life and soul. Remember too that energy doesn't die, it just goes somewhere else. Even the dead's soul absorbs back into the environment. But I assure you one thing - they are all watching, every loved one past watches and guides. It's in their energy that sparks the energy of the universe.
How about that idea? Next time you bad mouth the clerk at the store or a co-worker, or god forbid family, just know one thing - they are all watching you. Even the source. Mind your manners and make a choice in how you want to affect the world and the world will mirror back the same to you. We get what we give, it's just that simple. Live for your own evolution, shed your ego, and remember - they are watching. Don't let that creep you out. They don't just watch, they can't help but guide. It's also our destiny. Death isn't to be feared, it's the absolute in life. Stop seeing it as the sad occasion filled with an ego that doesn't wanna miss the loved one. Know it's a beautiful existence after death, free of the encumbered and fabulously flawed human body. It's just a jacket and a restrictive one, but it does make us feel. Don't feel. Understand. Energy doesn't die, cells do. Energy just goes elsewhere. Some call it the soul. Remember the mirror aspect of the human cell? Apply it. The energy goes where it can mirror for the betterment of mankind. Think they can't think or see after death? YOU WOULD BE WRONG. Limitless possibility of consciousness after death dictates that they can be everywhere, all the time, without limits or "conditions". Unconditional love? YOU BET. It's the source's greatest gift. Thinking positive and being positive isn't a sports slogan, it's nature's law. Science now even tells us that DNA isn't absolute. I say again in case you missed it - the very energy of our DNA is sparked with signals from the environment. Choose your environment wisely, lose the ego, or at least examine it. Nothing wrong with confidence, but confidence doesn't come from more money or things, it comes from more evolution and feelings and love. It's about love I suspect. We literally get what we give in this world. As you might see, this has multiple meanings. It's about the light of all things. Expand your evolution by trying a new idea or concept. Open your minds and you shall be freed.
I hope those who desire an expansion of faculties and ideas enjoy my blog. Most of the information is going into my book, but I hear from many of you and I am grateful of your continued support and love. I hope just one thing I write evolves someone to the limitless potentials of mankind and, more importantly, everyone around you. I hope you enjoy what I have to say. Feel free to reach out to me with thoughts or questions in this blog or any other means of connectivity. Our expanding connectivity is causing a shift in our society. We expand faster with access to global information at the drop of a dime. It's the very hinge of evolution. An incredible potential. But before you connect, ask yourself this - is what I am about to post good for everyone? or just yourself? Are you taking an interest or a position? How will the ripples in this idea effect others? What is the intent of the message? I hope you all stop and think about these thoughts before you act in life It just could make a difference in someone else's life and by law yours as well. Think about what you feed the world. Make an impact, but make a positive one. Peace and love to you all.
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It's the ability to *hear* beyond the normal range of hearing like messages in thought forms from an spirit who exists in another realm. You 'hear' what they are saying in thought form messages or in normal human hearing You may actually hear spirits talking in your head yet there is no sounds. Many of us receive messages this way from spirit guides. When a person loses a loved one they often receive messages from them. Many of us become aware of this skill when we are in danger and that 'little inner voice' sends a warning. This causes us to respond instantly though we are not sure why. Clairaudience can be known as the * voices in the head*
Clairsentience is the ability to *feel* things that *something's there but I can't see it* ability. A lot of people have this ability but do not know that they possess it A tickling sensation on the hand or face during meditation. A pressure on the top of the head when talking or connecting with a Spirit. Hairs on the back of the neck standing on end when a spirit is near. A sensation in the left side of the face when talking with spirit. A floral smell... A movement as a flick of white, purple, or blue light. Seeing shadows in the periphery of your field of vision
Awareness of an spirit on the other side by the sense of taste. A sense experienced in the mouth. It could by a favorite food associated with a deceased entity, or in many instances the way a deceased person prepared the food to taste
Empathy is the ability to *Feel* emotional, mental, physical and spiritual energy level and can be read as images or feelings, an empathic person can find they are able to sense things with a person that others can not sense Empathic can also be called *sensitives*, and sometimes can actually *read* people
Moving objects from one place to another without using physical contact. The re-shaping of objects using the mind's energies, such as bending a spoon, or key, by just holding it and focusing. The energy to move or bend an object is created by a person's thoughts created by their subconscious mind. Your energy levels must be very high.
It involves mind to mind contact - communication - of one mind with another by means beyond the normal or ordinary beyond the frequencies of the five physical senses - sight, hearing, touch, taste, smell. Telepathy is sending of thoughts from one person to another without using the usual sensory channels of communication, a form of extrasensory perception (ESP).
Precognition is supernormal knowledge of future events, with emphasis not upon mentally causing events to occur but upon predicting those the occurrence of which the subject claims has already been determined. Like telepathy and clairvoyance, precognition is said to operate beyond the range of the normal senses and thus to be a form of extrasensory perception.
This generally refers to the ability to gain impressions by holding an object. All objects carry frequencies. Therefore all objects will bring you images and mental thought forms, a person using this ability can sense illness, disease, pain and images of things that are connected to the item without knowing anything about it or the person/s involved with it.